Come on wuss it's just a door
Apr. 27th, 2015 06:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Avetlarinyarenesaar... Is currently trying to force herself to walk another few steps. She hasn't managed it, yet. Her reason for stopping was perfectly ordinary - check the address, make sure it was correct, be sure she was in the right place. She'd been quite sure, but there wasn't any downside to double checking, so she double checked. And triple checked. She stopped herself from quadruple checking, but she wanted to anyway. To - be sure that she was right. Yes. Not because she was procrastinating, or nervous, or thinking what am I going to say? She wanted to be sure that she was right.
Well. She's right. She checked three times, there's no doubt to it.
"Look," she mutters to herself, "I get it, it's scary, but deal. You are not allowed to - to -" To what? Go home? Maybe try to work up the courage later? Maybe try and avoid the shren house like so many other dragons?
It was a door. It's idiotic to be afraid of a door. Sure, there were shrens on the other side of it, but there could conceivably be shrens on the other side of lots of doors, some of them were in hiding, hair dye existed. Subtle colors existed. She could have been near shrens any number of times.
That - did not actually make her fear go away. Instead it makes her want to curl up in her little apartment and not go outside again.
Great. Okay. Stop that train of thought, it's not useful. If she stands here any longer, people are going to stare. (Is that person over there staring? Probably. Damn.) Just - door. Go. Walk.
She forces herself to walk to the door, somewhat stiffly. And then she is at the door. ... Does she knock? Does she just open it and go in? She has no idea. It's customary to knock, so... She takes a deep breath and does so. Resisting the urge to flee and teleport away (or scamper into the bushes) isn't easy, but she manages it.
Well. She's right. She checked three times, there's no doubt to it.
"Look," she mutters to herself, "I get it, it's scary, but deal. You are not allowed to - to -" To what? Go home? Maybe try to work up the courage later? Maybe try and avoid the shren house like so many other dragons?
It was a door. It's idiotic to be afraid of a door. Sure, there were shrens on the other side of it, but there could conceivably be shrens on the other side of lots of doors, some of them were in hiding, hair dye existed. Subtle colors existed. She could have been near shrens any number of times.
That - did not actually make her fear go away. Instead it makes her want to curl up in her little apartment and not go outside again.
Great. Okay. Stop that train of thought, it's not useful. If she stands here any longer, people are going to stare. (Is that person over there staring? Probably. Damn.) Just - door. Go. Walk.
She forces herself to walk to the door, somewhat stiffly. And then she is at the door. ... Does she knock? Does she just open it and go in? She has no idea. It's customary to knock, so... She takes a deep breath and does so. Resisting the urge to flee and teleport away (or scamper into the bushes) isn't easy, but she manages it.
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Date: 2015-04-27 11:51 pm (UTC)She doesn't ask are you my volunteer. She wants to, but she doesn't.
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Date: 2015-04-27 11:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-04-27 11:55 pm (UTC)She's decided that her best method to get over aaaaah shren is to focus on how excited she is about possible progress. Even if it's not the actual tangible progress of baby dragons not dying. It counts. She defeated the door.
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Date: 2015-04-27 11:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-04-27 11:58 pm (UTC)"Sure," she says, realizing that of course another wizard would want to participate. "If you have suggestions as well, I'll take them. I don't think I've read literally everything, I bet I've missed some possible angles."
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Date: 2015-04-27 11:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-04-27 11:59 pm (UTC)Avet? Don't flinch when you are in the shren house. Don't. Don't. You are not allowed.
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Date: 2015-04-28 12:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-04-28 12:05 am (UTC)"Any reason we shouldn't immediately start? I'll explain everything I do before I do it, I even brought my notes." She hefts the notes. They're written in Draconic, but that's hardly a problem here.
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Date: 2015-04-28 12:18 am (UTC)"Let me know if you have any questions, or want to look up my sources. I don't think I cited everything properly."
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Date: 2015-04-28 12:23 am (UTC)None of them let her look at dragon magic. This might be relevant.
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Date: 2015-04-28 12:24 am (UTC)"I have," says Ehail, "a dragon magic analysis. Do you not have one?"
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Date: 2015-04-28 12:30 am (UTC)"You haven't analyzed any dragons with this," she observes. "... Do you want to fix that? Right now?"
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Date: 2015-04-28 12:30 am (UTC)Ehail casts her analysis carefully and squints at Avet.
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